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It existed.
At the messy time many variety of scenes occur. Began to see the globe and stamping of ground. Here I'm lived the temporal life. Over the years I grow up and homeless at Kuantan. Imperfectly 18 years young. Counting the days. Just freedom from the biggest exam in my life. The youngest in my family, the shortest among my friends, the softest among my cousins. As everyone not know I choosy. I don't go for people I don't like. My life never been perfect. Even the right one human being doesn't miss to make something poor, not even near. I adore everything about music Alicia Keys, Karmin and Mariah Carey. I go by the name Nurin and I'm living my own life. I make my own rules and nothing will ever stop me from doing what I want to do. You won't be able to make a living by judging me, so mind if I ask you to shut the eff up? I tremendously a sensitive person. However I'll update my daily routine for you every so often. No forces.
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29 May 2011

All out of love

Assalamualaikum. As of yesterday my heart was get hurt. I had express my feeling of sadness here. Hope that my ex-boyfie Faka can read what I want to say of this. I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken and I'd rather remember it as it was at it is best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived. I hate to see the one I love happy with somebody but I surely hate it more to see the one I love unhappy with me. I had a dream and it was about him. I smiled and recalled the memories we had then I noticed a tear fell from my eyes. You know why? Cause in my dream he kissed me and said Goodbye :( I know I made a mistake. I'm really regret and I don't have anymore tears babe! Nobody knows I hate this feeling. It is one I know all to well a thing called heartbreak and it hurts like hell. Don't you know my life without love is no life at all. I hate him for not letting me have him. Hmm, time will make he forget me but make me love him more than before. It is hard to know he'll never remember the things I'll never forget. I don't miss him. I miss who I thought he was. Friends, true love is when I have to watch a friend leave with the knowledge that I might never see him again. But I know he'll be in my mind and heart forever. Nothing hurts more than realising he meant everything to me but I meant nothing to him. It will all be ok in the end if it is not ok it is not the end.  
God would not give me right one for now
because he knows I can do wrong and loose him forever. He wants me to meet at least one wrong person just to know how to treat the right one. I’m mad at myself, not him. For always being nice must always apologizing for things I never did, for getting attached. For making him a huge part of my life, wasting my time on him, depending on him, thinking about him, wishing for him, dreaming of him and changing all for HIM. But most of all not hating he when I know I should. Just because I smile on the outside doesn't mean that I'm on the inside. Deep in my heart I'm suffering knowing that I've lost him. On the outside I'm living pretending that I've forgotten him. I just want one day to go by where I'm not pretending I'm happy! My mind wants to forget him but my heart won't let me. I still can’t go to sleep without saying I love you to him. I don't care what people want to say about him because he is the best in my soul. Then whatever will happens now I still love him most! Fakarrudin, Thnks for being my superhero until the date 27 May 2011. Miss you infinity

Guys. What is the point of life if you are
not spending it with someone you love? So think the best for it, don't be like me okay.
>FAQA<
By, Nuryn Rusdi
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It's hard to imagine my life before him or a day without him. So much of what I take for granted, simply wouldn't exist. He is the force that holds my life together. He is my everything.Within you I lose myself. Without you I find myself wanting to become lost again. I love him and that's the beginning and end of everything.

Our friendship has kept on growing and I'll be here for you to the end. We can't forget the fun we've had. Laughing 'til our faces turn blue. Talking of things only we find funny. People think we're insane if they only knew. There comes a point in your life when you realize who really matters, who never did and who always will. Of all the friends I've ever met, you're the one I won't forget and if I die before you do I'll go to heaven and wait for you. Together forever, never apart. Maybe in distance but never in heart. I love my soulmate because we hate the same things. Hard times don't last forever but true soulmate do. I'll always be there for anything you need.